i didn't know these were read by anyone.... XP oh wells, what's done is done and what's read is read
im soo tired. and i don't just mean right now, and i don't just mean like a sleepy kind of tired. when im standing up i keep tipping over and i have to balance myself. luckily i can walk fine, its just when im standing still. i have so much homework to do it's not even funny.... my energy is at an all time low, but im gonna try and smile the day away smile cuz thinking about everything is annoying and i just dont like thinking anymore. i worked too damn hard when i was younger (though im still young) and i just want to stop now. i want to stop doing everything. literally everything. but like i said im just gonna try to smile the days away. it will all pass eventually right? i hope so, if not, then meh, life will go on
but besides that ive been wanting to go somewhere. like, how fun would it be to move? even if its just for a little while. but when i say move i mean me by myself, not the family. id go somewhere where i just spend my time breathing, no words, and walking around aimlessly to see what this new place that ive settled in is like ^^ find an open field with grass that almost envelops me and lay there looking up at the strikingly clear blue sky; watch it turn into a cool starry night
just lay there forever and dream
*sigh* it's times like these where i think it would be nice to go comatose for a week or so...
from,
viviana #$%&*
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