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The freakin stuff that goes on in my head._.
This is a book thing on my my thoughts and stuff and stuff i was thinkin about before i put it in this book thing,so yeah^.^
A Sad Outburst
Ryu had awoke a few moments later,the sound of a movie playing had awaken him."Ugh.."He lifted his head from his pillow,looking over at his clock"9:15"

He didn't realized he slept that long,it felt like a small nap to him.Ryu grabbed for his remote which was next to his clock,pressing down on the volume button.He rubbed his eyes alittle wondering if the batteries had died because the tv didn't turn down.

Ryu sat up on his bed looking down at the remote,then turned his attention towards his tv and saw that it wasn't on,yet a movie or something was playing.

He wondered to himself that maybe he turned on the tv before coming up to his room,it hardly made any sense to him but he could hardly remember what he really did when he came home.

Ryu stood up from his bed and stretched alittle before walking out and heading towards the stairs,he unbuttoned his shirt alittle feeling hot in his uniform

When he reached the bottom of the stairs he looked inside of the living room,seeing that his dvd was playing"What the..."

He ran inside the living room,seeing Kyo sitting on the couch and watching tv"What the hell are you doing!?"

Kyo tilted her head to the side when Ryu came into the room yelling"What does it look like I'm doing,I'm watching a movie"She pointed towards the tv,the dvd from before still playing

Ryu looked towards the tv,seeing him as a child playing with his parents at the beach.He could remember that day,it was happy for him.

He walked over to the tv,hitting the dvd player and making it open,he snatched the dvd out from it and glared at Kyo"Get out!"Ryu seemed very angry,he never let anyone see this video but she..Kyo just came and watched it,it made him mad just thinking of it

Kyo sighed as she stood up from the couch,she walked over to the door and opened it.She stood there infront of the door and reached into her pocket,pulling out another key on a string"I can always get back in"She laughed softly as she twirled the key around on her finger by the string

Ryu walked angrily towards her,he snatched the key from her finger and threw it down onto the floor infront of them"I'm not kidding Kyo,you had no right what so ever to go and do that!"

He clenched his hand in a fist for a second then released it"I want you to go,you don't understand what it feels like.."Ryu held his head down trying to force his tears back

Kyo grinned as he looked towards the ground,she grabbed his arm and swung him into the wall the same as she did the other time,pinning him there by his wrist"Why don't you tell me what I don't understand"She whispered in his ear,leaning towards his neck about to bite it

Before Kyo bit his neck Ryu screamed out to her"You don't understand what it feels like to lose someone close and important to you!"

Kyo stopped,her fangs just inches from his neck.She pulled back and looked at him,still pinning him to the wall as she wore a clueless look on her face

Ryu clenched his eyes tight,a tear rolling down onto his cheek then another followed by a few more.All day he had been keeping his feeling locked inside,he never had trouble when it came to this day.

Yet now all of a sudden everything just poured out,he was tired of keeping it all in and this moment just made it all worse

"You don't know what it feels like to be alone,having noone there with you!"Ryu tried to force his tears to stop but he couldn't,no matter how hard he tried they just wouldn't stop

Kyo stared at him as he cried,she didn't want to tell him anything nor did she know how she could try to comfort him.She just stood there,the grip on his wrists loosening up

Ryu clenched his hand in a tight fist,not really trying to struggle and try free himself from her"All you ever do is think about yourself,you have no itentions of even caring of what others feel!"

By this time Kyo had released his wrists,keeping her hands to her side as his eyes remained closed.She didn't really care about what he said about her,she was use to being told back when she was younger

Ryu clenched his eyes tighter once she released his wrists.His wrists slowly slid down from the wall and to his side"Why...Why did you have to come!?"He clenched both his hands into a fist as he felt more tears running down his face,a few of them dropping down onto the floor and making a faint Tapping sound

Kyo frowned at him slightly as she shook her head lightly.She raised her hand in the air alittle about to reach out to him

Before she could Ryu never realized what she was about to do because he didn't want to open his eyes"My life was just fine without you being here..."He held his head down and yelled angrily at the floor"I wish...I wish I would have never knew you exsisted!"

Kyo pulled her hand back when he said that,she looked towards the ground seeing the key he had thrown onto the floor.She stared down at the key,the expression on her face growing sadder before she closed her eyes.

Ryu opened his eyes,not being able to see much because of the tears in them.He looked infront of him and didn't see Kyo.He closed the door lightly,locking it before sliding against it onto the floor

He stared down at the floor,turning his attention towards the key.A few more tears ran down his face as he stared at it

Ryu placed his hand on the key,keeping it there for awhile before pulling it towards him.He stood up and hung the key on a small coat rack near the door before walking up the stairs towards his room,keeping his head down the whole walk

When he reached his room he turned off the light,putting his hand on the door to close it but then stopped.He walked over to the window and opened it alittle before walking over to his bed and sitting down next to it on the floor,hugging his knees close to his chest as he buried his head in them.





 
 
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