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Stuff from my heeead..
Here's where I'll be taking things that come into my head and putting them in words on this here site for people to see.
My night has just been getting worse and worse. Don't ask why because you'll think it's ridiculous.

Y'know what. I hate people. Everyone lies. Everyone cheats. Everyone talks.
Why do people feel the need to talk behind eachothers' backs? Does that really make you feel better? Does it make you feel just a little bit more powerful? I think everyone is s**t. I think there is no point to human existance and we should all die because we're all ******** full of s**t.
Love is a lie and hate is a sin. Every emotion in between is just stupid.
All people can do it hurt one another. That's all I see. People are greedy. People are back stabbers. People don't REALLY care about anyone but their goddamn ******** self.
Why do people think that killing others is going to solve anything? WAR!! That's the answer!! Maybe if we just massacre millions of innocent people we'll get what we want! What WE want. No one cares about what anyone ELSE wants. Who cares about others' FEELINGS.
Feelings are pointless and they get in the way. They blur reality and twist your thoughts. They're no good.
And do you think we care about our friends? Psh. Friendships fade. s**t happens. And the world continues to spin. Unfortunately.
Frienships are good for all of 5 seconds. Until everyone leaves you. And they WILL leave you. Whether it's gradually or instant, they're not going to be there forever. Whether it's by choice or inevitable. . . . Don't bet on having one friend for your whole life. That's that.

But why should I care? I'm just like everyone else right? I lie. I cheat. I talk. And I'm a hypocrite. I DON'T CARE!

Jeezus. This place is bullshit. scream






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Ninja Nise
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commentCommented on: Sun Apr 12, 2009 @ 07:48pm
Manda, I'm kinda scared about the way you're talking. I know life sucks and all that, but please don't do anything that you may regret, 'kay?

And I do agree with you about how people are only in it for themselves, but you know, there's always exceptions. There will be people who truly care, to balance out all the apathy in the world.
Friendships are very fragile, but isn't it worth it to be happy for at least a little while? And I want to disagree with you on not having a friend there your whole life. If they're really your true friend, then they'll be there for you, no matter how great the distance or size of the problem.



commentCommented on: Mon Apr 13, 2009 @ 03:33am
Well congrats to those people that DO care, though there are very few of them.

As far as friendships go, you'll never know that you have an amazing friend like that until you actually ARE older. But if you get closer and closer to your friends and they DO leave (and chances are they will), it just crushes you that much more.


. . . . . That's all I have to say. . . I'm not going to do anything I'll regret, ok?



Through My Lens
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