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i'm sick and tired of putting one up. The gleeful childish briana is gone. I need to grow up. so the briana before is gone. The new briana isn't quite as quiet as before. The new briana isn't afraid to speak up despite the possibility of getting in trouble. the new briana wont be quite as consistent with her homework. Yes she will do it but most likely last minute. the new briana will try to learn Spanish even if i don't like it and she''ll use proper english. No more me and .whoever. She will try to get better grades in English H. the new briana doesn't like jeans or long sleeved shirts. converse she must not wear often. Jewelry is out of the question.buying new clothes she wishes she could have will no longer corrupt her mind. she will make do with what she has. I will help my family out when they need it. I won't be quite as evil with my mother. My brother will be treated with what he deserves. Such as locking him in the closet. im tired of letting him get away with him hitting me.I will make an effort in becoming a better writer and drawer.The new briana during school will be completely different. no longer following or leading. when a friend is too clingy i will tell her to back off. sure i might seem bitchy but thats too bad. because this briana is completely different so you better watch out because this is the new "briana"