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today after school my mother comes into the house, slams the door, and then yells at me how i didnt pick the "goddamn" leaves up! she just rants and raves about what a "spoiled brat" i am, and i really dont get anything, even the book i bought for english i had to buy with my money! So afterwords, she is all happy and joyful and what else is she doing you ask?" SHE IS HUMMING! how can you hit and yell your kid for doing nothing when he was told to do nothing in the first place, and then HUM??? and i have to do these "chores" evryday although i dont.. i get paid a grand total of five bucks a day to do this, and what do i get? a horrible mother... sometimes she is just so mean and i hate her! but then she can be nice, and even then i have to have an emotional battle with her just to get what i want... i truly do not know love from her... and my dad is falling apart from her emotional problems... why can i just have normal parents instead of the bi-polar things from hell?!?!?! why me?
and im sorry to natalie who i promised to be online... i was supposed to bo on at 4:00 eastern and i am on at 5:30 now! still, sorry