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	A CARRYOVER FROM MY LJ... it was written on 8/30
	A CARRYOVER FROM MY LJ... it was written on 8/30


Aug. 30th, 2004 04:34 pm hmm... first entry.... This journaling experience is aimed to help myself muse into my personal insecurity issues. What cracks me up tho...is how some people will be like... dang you are so insecure... but ironically... in many cases, those same people are probably very insecure, just not about the same thing. Everyone has their own things which they are senstive too.. and some people, they are hypersensitive. For me, i am obsessive compulsive on top of it all... so any insecurities i have i tend to obsess over or dwell on to the point of sucking all the life out of it and giving birth to a new incarnation of that same insecurity. I won't deny I have my insecurities. They aren't many...but they are highly significant and seem to take over my mind every so often. Sometimes I fear for myself to have a nervous/mental breakdown sometime in the next ten years. I feel this way because I just feel so emotional about so much. I can be so happy, sad, jealous, joyful, scared... whatever it is... i get moments when i feel it so much that emotion takes over and for a little while.. all i can see, think, and hear is that. I get swallowed up in it. Then, sometimes I do or say things I want to take back but i've already done them. I've been trying as of late to take some time to calm down...even if it's a moment of happiness. I just need to find a way to not allow myself to be drunk with inner emotions. Hmm... I think maybe some days I'll write a lot... and some I won't.. who knows. i could forget all about this... Graceangel · Tue Sep 28, 2004 @ 09:54pm · 0 Comments


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