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well..

turns out things arent ho wi thought they were..

look girl..
1 i like you less and less every week
2 why did you almost [if not why did you by now DESTROY] "name which in not gonna put here.. '......' " our friendship?
3 i NEVER even THOUGHT about FORGIVING for they things that you wanted to do, and almost got last year
4 i dont think that i trust you at all
5 get to the ******** point and talk back when i say something! just talk back when i ask you something!
6 get your a** up and DO SOMETHING
7 "I don't need them" .. no girl, you got that wrong.. i dont need you.

why did/do you call me your [best] friend?

i know that im not perfect myself, [almost] nobody is..
but still.. i dare to call myself 'better' than you, whatever that word may mean


why did you turn out to be this 'thing' that you are now..


why isnt there a time machine?


why cant we just go back 3 or 4 yours.. maybe even 5..
if that i even long enough?


changes are good..
but why did you change like this


lets go back..




we can't,, i know that..
do you..




maybe i'll talk to you again..


someday.





sad cry
Val