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Early Sunsets Over Monroeville

Current mood: crushed


Late dawns and early sunsets, just like my favorite scenes
The holding hands and life was perfect, just like up on the screen

And the whole time while always giving
You're still counting my face among the living

Up and down escalators, pennies in colder fountains
Elevators and half price sales, trapped in by all these mountains

Running away and hiding with you
I never thought they'd get me here
Not knowing you'd change from just one bite
I fought them all off just to hold you close and tight

But does anyone notice?
But does anyone care?
And if I had the guts to put this to my head...
But would anything matter if I'm already dead?
And well should I be shocked now by the last thing you said?
Before I pull this trigger,
These eyes vacant and stained...

But does anyone notice?
What does anyone care?
And if I had the guts to put this to my head...
And would anything matter if you're already dead?
And now should I be stopped by the last thing you said?
Before I pull this trigger,
These eyes vacant and stained...
And in saying you loved me,
Made things harder at best,
And these words changing nothing
As my body remains,
And there's no room in this hell,
There's no room in the next,
And our memories defeat us,
And I'll end this direst.

But does anyone notice?
But does anyone care?
And if I had the guts to put this to my head...
But does anything matter if I'm already dead?
And should I be shocked now by the last thing you said?
Before I pull this trigger,
Your eyes vacant and stained...
And in saying you love me,
Made things harder at best,
And these words changing nothing
As my blood-stream remains,
And there's no room in this hell,
There's no room in the next,
But does anyone notice there's a corpse in this bed?







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I Elektrik I
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commentCommented on: Sat Jun 13, 2009 @ 08:36am
If this is the end, I am going to hell with you! I told you not to leave, you decided that this was your last wish...I am coming with you. You are my best friend, and thats how it will be forever, even as we shall be dead and gone. Until my day comes, I will never forget about you, you are the only reason i have pushed on this far. You supported me through it all. You are very trustworthy as a fact, you kept my secrets close. I love you n.n heart


commentCommented on: Sat Jun 13, 2009 @ 04:24pm
Hey life is not bad as it seems but...here I think this quote will work...


"Finish each day and be done with it.
You have done what you could; some blunder and absurities have crept in; forget them as soon as you can.
Tomorrow is a new day; you shall begin it serenly and with too high as spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense."

-Ralph Waldo Emerson



curryparmesan
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iSacrafice
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commentCommented on: Sat Jun 13, 2009 @ 08:35pm
Sav... what about Zane.... i mean I'll gladly go down with u but Zane could actually make a difference in ths world!!!


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