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slowly dying inside
feelings fighting
trying to get out
make me shout
silently i cry
not sure what to say
my feelings are hidden
i can't let them out
these feelings aren't suppose to be here
why are they now creeping out?
how could i have slowly fell inlove..
no i can't
feelings pushed away
my heart can't feel this
this heart isn't mines
it no longer belongs to me
yet its slowly betraying me.
i'd rip my heart out any second
to get rid of this pain
to die slowly
slowly falling wetness from my eyes
as if its a dead rain
my eyes also betray me
as they show what i cannot say.
damn this soul of mine
making all this happen
why can't it be cold
like how it use to be..
years ago...