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Am I crazy?
Okay, I'm probably getting in way too deep here, but I SO like this kid I met today. You see in school, half the time we took a math class. Then for the second half (which started today) we got a new class and teacher. So, I go into my new room and I see this boy. He has brunette curly hair, it's not really long, but not too short either. He has beautiful brown eyes, and glasses. I take one look at him, and I'm absolutely awestruck. He captivated me. So, I snag the seat next to him (science tables, two to a table) and I sit for a bit. I decide to rest my head, because I'm exhausted. Observing him from the corner of my eyes, I see notice that he's quiet, and I like that. I find out from looking at his name tag that he likes to be called Jim, though his name is really James (I've always wanted to meet someone named James, and this just attracted me to him more.) I drift to sleep while I can, thinking of him. Later on in the day while I was talking to the boy Kendall who sits in front of me, I turn the conversation to James. I go all out including him, and Kendall. Though, I did most of the talking. At lunch, we sat together, he just sat down and I sat with him. (exact reason for that to be explained later. I don't want to make this TOO long). We talk, and other people I know from the math class show up. Now, Yvita and Logan (people who showed up) are a little.... mature, we'll say. Yvita starts by asking him what he listens to, and at some point asks what corner he works at, and for how much. It was obvious she was joking, but he didn't seem to get it. I told him he was better off not answering and he just went along with it. I really liked that about him. We talked through the day, and I just grew more attracted to him. Later on, when I asked if he sat alone at lunch before, he said "No, I just decided to sit with you because I didn't want to leave you by yourself all alone." That really touched me. He was kind, sweet, not perverted, and considerate. Not to mention the fact that he's cute and has the name James. (I LOVE that name.) I just found myself draw to him more and more. My only problems are that: it's summer school, who knows how long it'll last, and that apparently he's going INTO 8th grade. I guess he's really smart for his class, so they accepted him into the class even though it's for high-schoolers. He is supposed to be going to Richards though! ^w^ Am I crazy for being this attracted to him? I just love how quiet he is, and his sweet smile. I don't think it's a matter of being shy. He's just quiet. He accepts everything I throw at him, and I just.... I don't know. I can't find the words to explain it, and I think I've done a pretty good job so far. I just can't elaborate as well as I'd like to. The only other thing bothering me, is Abhishek. Because I had really liked him too. The only problem there is, I've not seen him and we're going to different high schools.
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