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I can't stand living here anymore. I just can't. I'm sick of it all. I'm sick of having to put up with all the s**t I put up with. Okay, so I'm not good enough for anyone. I suck at everything. I ******** get it. You don't have to keep reminding me of it. I GET IT. So I don't want to go out because I'm sun burnt. So what? Can't you all just be slightly nice to me and just be slightly compassionate with me? I know you don't care, but honestly. You have no idea how much you're hurting me and how much you're making it all worse for me. You honestly have no ******** idea. You think I'm cured of my depression, you think that just making fun of me or joking around with me is okay. It's not; for the record, it gets to me. It really ******** does. Is that so ******** hard to understand? I'm only one person dammit. All I'm trying to do is fix my life and try to help the world. That's all I want. I want to help someone the way nobody can help me, and hope that they survive what they're going through since I obviously can't. All any of you do is put me down and make me feel even worse than I already feel. Well, ******** it. You don't want to be nice to get me hot pockets, that's fine. I'm just not gonna eat anymore. Then you won't have to complain about me never doing anything but eating, which I don't do since everyone FORCES me to eat. Then you won't complain about me being fat, even though I've told you millions of times I love the way I look. Well, newsflash, I don't. I don't care about myself any more than you all do. I just don't care. I'm gonna do whatever the ******** I want with my life and just plain not care. It's not like it would change anything anyway. You won't even miss me when I'm gone, since all I do is cause you pain. Well, ******** it. I'm out. I'm done. I can't take this anymore. I'm just gonna go overdose the first chance I ******** get. Good luck bothering me in the Underworld. ******** you all.
 Annabella Goddess Of Ice · Sun Jun 28, 2009 @ 06:44pm · 0 Comments |
