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I finaly realise today, that some pain never goes away.I mean I thought that my scars could fade, but they always remain.Sometimes I wish, that I could just dissapear.I'm pushed out of every aspect of life and it's starting to get to me.I'm pushed out of certain "clicks" all the time.I am pushed away in love relationships.I am pushed away in everything.I'm so unsure how to care at this point.So I'm sorry to anybody and everybody I've ever hurt.Wether it be physical or emotional pain, or even a mixture of the two.I am sorry to all the people I pushed away from me.I am sorry for the crime I have done.Today is the day that I turn around my life, and start a-new.So I ask that all people forgive me.And accept me for the new me.Thank you for reading.