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I want him to call me his beautiful girl.
I want him to hold my hand whenever I'm scared.
I want him to look me in the eyes when he says he loves me.
I want him to call me in the middle of the night just to ask "what's up?"
I want him to stop by every night before he goes to work just to give me a light hug.
I want him to buy me gifts just because.
I want him to wipe away my tears whenever I cry.
I want him to play silly games with me like hide and seek.
I want him to brag to his friends about how lucky he is to have me.
I want him to tell me everything will be okay even when I'm not doubting it.
I want him to make me his number one priority in life.
I want him to hold me tight even when I don't want to be touched.
I want him to never judge me or think I'm stupid for the way I feel and/or think.
I want him to put his arm around me when we're in public just to show people I'm his girl.
I want him to lift me up whenever I'm down, specially when I feel like I'm drowning in my depression.
But of course, those are just silly little girl thoughts.
Everyone knows there is no such thing as Prince Charming.
He will never call me his beautiful girl.
He will never comfort me when I'm that scared.
He will never look me in the eyes just to say "I love you."
He will never call me, let alone in the middle of the precious night, ever.
He will never take the time to stop by before he goes to work because he's too busy.
He will never buy me gifts, period.
He will never notice I'm crying in the first place.
He will never play little games with me because they're stupid.
He will never talk to his friends about me because he has better things to do.
He will never tell me everything will be okay because he knows it won't and never will be.
He will never make me his number one priority.
He will never hold me when he would much rather walk away.
He will never keep me high because he will be the one that's crushing me.
He will never agree with me because whatever I say will always be wrong in his opinion.
He will never show people I'm his girl because he will always be too busy looking at something else.
 Annabella Goddess Of Ice · Mon Jul 06, 2009 @ 07:39am · 0 Comments |
