rainbow...
I gotta work today. I seriously think I'm developing some kind of anxiety disorder, cuz I do start to panic when I think about it, and I start to feel physically sick just thinking about having to go to that hell hole. >.< I suppose I'm good at it, I'm a telesurveyer and I am very respectful and professional sounding on the phone and stuff...but God I hate that job so much. Ehhh. AND Mona has summer school all the time so I hardly get to talk to her, and she's been distant enough lately anyway...xP Ugh. Not feeling so hot today.
Not to mention I need to stop being so lazy and actually get in shape. Yeah yeah I'm skinny, I look fine, whatever people always say...but it's not gonna last much longer if I don't get to it. Bleh, I feel crummy right now. >.<
...love = <3
