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conversations about the same thing with different people can turnout so very differently.

[21:41] Supersamas7: wtf
[21:41] VoSpader: I didn't do anything.
[21:41] VoSpader: ... what?
[21:42] Supersamas7: kowareru hodo watashi wo tsuyoku dakishimetemou ichido aenu nara yume no naka de iitowa no nemuri wo kudasai
[21:42] VoSpader: >.> you don't know japanese do you?
[21:42] Supersamas7: no i dont speak moonspeak
[21:42] VoSpader: alright then it's just emo lyrics because I'm emo
[21:42] VoSpader: don't worry about it.
[21:42] VoSpader: ^^
[21:43] Supersamas7: emo people need to stop being emo
[21:43] VoSpader: yes they do.
[21:43] VoSpader: but I'm a ginger so I'm not really emo.
[21:44] VoSpader: *thumbs up*
[21:44] Supersamas7: lolololololololol




[21:26] Emily_Richmond: what's your status message mean?'
[21:26] VoSpader: To the point of breaking,
Hold me tightly.
If I can meet with you again,
Even in a dream,
Let me have eternal sleep.
[21:27] VoSpader: that's what.
[21:27] Emily_Richmond: awwww that's sweeet!
[21:27] VoSpader: yeah, not really.
[21:27] VoSpader: It's agonizing
[21:27] Emily_Richmond: ???
[21:27] VoSpader: but thank you for your input.
[21:27] Emily_Richmond: O.O
[21:28] Emily_Richmond: why agonizing? O.O
[21:28] VoSpader: never been in love have you?
[21:28] VoSpader: ah well what do I know
[21:28] Emily_Richmond: .............
[21:28] Emily_Richmond: I .........no.
[21:28] VoSpader: I'm probably just obsessed
[21:28] VoSpader: Or tired
[21:28] Emily_Richmond: it's sweet that you love him that much ^^
[21:28] VoSpader: no. it's not sweet
[21:28] VoSpader: it's stupid
[21:28] VoSpader: And it doesn't matter anyways
[21:29] VoSpader: I'm a good lair
[21:29] Emily_Richmond: it's sweet <333
[21:29] VoSpader: I forced him to believe that I didn't care at all
[21:29] VoSpader: so he thinks I hate him
[21:29] VoSpader: and he's with my friend now
[21:29] VoSpader: and we barely talk
[21:29] Emily_Richmond: awwwwww
[21:29] Emily_Richmond: pooor Para-chan!
[21:29] Emily_Richmond: -hugs you-
[21:29] VoSpader: because I'm not ... good enough ya know.
[21:29] Emily_Richmond: O.o
[21:29] VoSpader: I'm a little bit .. not right in the head.
[21:29] Emily_Richmond: -hugs you-
[21:30] Emily_Richmond: it's okay Para-chan!
[21:30] VoSpader: so it's better if he's with some one that can be better for him.
[21:30] VoSpader: no it's not ok, I'm a fricking caged bird and he's my sky. but I can't reach him.. it's better if he's with someone that actually can
[21:31] Emily_Richmond: .....
[21:31] Emily_Richmond: don't think like that!
[21:31] Emily_Richmond: pray.......God will help1
[21:31] VoSpader: and I'm insane... I'd probably end up destroying his mind.
[21:31] VoSpader: I already made him almost..
[21:31] VoSpader: ha.
[21:31] VoSpader: I don't believe in God.
[21:31] Emily_Richmond: Pray to God, Para-chan, he'll help you
[21:31] Emily_Richmond: O.o
[21:31] Emily_Richmond: He believes in you ^^
[21:31] VoSpader: even if God exists he is a little girl with a twisted mindest
[21:31] Emily_Richmond: considering he MADE you1
[21:31] VoSpader: *set
[21:31] Emily_Richmond: O.o
[21:32] Emily_Richmond: he's a guy O.O
[21:32] VoSpader: Yeah. sure.
[21:32] VoSpader: whatever makes you happy at night
[21:32] Emily_Richmond: and he makes hardship so we LEARN FROM OUR MISTAKES!
[21:32] VoSpader: I believe in the universe and think that it has it's moments of sweet and poison like a little girl
[21:32] Emily_Richmond: .......-sighs-
[21:33] VoSpader: yes I am beyond your help
[21:33] VoSpader: give up
[21:33] Emily_Richmond: God makes bad things happen, but not because he doesn't love us...it's BECAUSE he loves us that he makes these things happen!
[21:33] VoSpader: yeah I don't care for god
[21:33] VoSpader: I care for the stupid religions people that think that they have it all figured out
[21:33] Emily_Richmond: Give it all to him, Para-chan, he'll help you through this......
[21:33] Emily_Richmond: he'll guide you
[21:34] VoSpader: Yeah you know what hun, I have every single person in my family saying the same thing
[21:34] Emily_Richmond: For God's free gift is eternal life through Christ Jesus our Lord!
[21:34] VoSpader: lets look at the people that are most faithful to their gods.
[21:34] VoSpader: and I rest my case.
[21:34] VoSpader: and secondly I don't do things for rewards
[21:34] Emily_Richmond: and I am convinced that nothing can EVER separate us from God's Love!
[21:34] VoSpader: I do it because it's right
[21:34] Emily_Richmond: I know, Para-chan..../
[21:34] Emily_Richmond: so does God!
[21:35] VoSpader: the very fact that people need a heaven makes me hate religion
[21:35] Emily_Richmond: it is better for a Christian to think like that1
[21:35] VoSpader: sure.
[21:35] Emily_Richmond: I want to be a doctor so I can help people....not because of the money........I want to feel good because i'm helping1
[21:35] VoSpader: noble
[21:36] Emily_Richmond: uh-huh even though I meant 'humble' O.O
[21:36] VoSpader: I'm sure.
[21:36] Emily_Richmond: not needing anything in return, knowing we're doing it only to help ^^
[21:36] Emily_Richmond: I want to save these people........not because of Heaven, though it will be nice, but to HELP them!
[21:37] VoSpader: I don't want to have an argument and point out exactly how dark of a shadow that light is casting
[21:37] VoSpader: so stop talking to me,
[21:37] VoSpader: I'll destroy you.
[21:37] Emily_Richmond: O.o'
[21:38] Emily_Richmond: the Light of the Lord casts no shadow.
[21:38] VoSpader: </endtopic>
[21:38] VoSpader: All light casts shadows
[21:38] VoSpader: don't get me started.
[21:38] Emily_Richmond: God's light casts OUT all shadows1
[21:38] VoSpader: I MEAN IT
[21:38] VoSpader: stop.
[21:39] VoSpader: I envy your mindset so I don't want to take that away from you
[21:39] VoSpader: so just shut up and you'll stay happy.
[21:45] Emily_Richmond: para-chan, envy's not good, but if you want it, just give him your life!
[21:45] VoSpader: not that kind of envy
[21:45] Emily_Richmond: ?
[21:45] VoSpader: It's like how people wish that they were still ignorent.
[21:45] VoSpader: ignorant
[21:45] VoSpader: now stop talking
[21:45] Emily_Richmond: if you want to think like a Christian, become one!
[21:45] VoSpader: no you misunderstand
[21:45] Emily_Richmond: and i'm not ignorant.......i'm just not deceived by this world's patterns.
[21:46] VoSpader: no It was an analogy
[21:46] VoSpader: like how adults wish that they were still ignorant
[21:46] Emily_Richmond: -.-
[21:46] Emily_Richmond: I told you i'm not ignorant, i'm just not deceived.
[21:46] VoSpader: I wish I wanted to believe in religion
[21:46] VoSpader: It's an analogy
[21:46] VoSpader: I'm not calling you ignorent

[and here she started to post mashed noomanooma lyrics. *facepalm* ]