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I feel like I have lost the dominant part of me. It seems like I can only be socially dominant or romantically dominant, but not both at the same time.

For the past few weeks, I have been trying really hard to not hold back my feeling or opinions because I have seen how diong so can destroy a person. But in being more open and unafraid, I have lost the dominant spark that my Love was first attracted to. He says he does not mind, but I don't think he understands. It's gone. Completely, gone.

.:sPiDeR:.