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im alone in my pain.he isnt here to hold me.im lost and brocken. i dont want to hurt him. y is whom ever is up there so crule at this point i fel ill never b with him and i will never b happy. i know wrose things have happened to other people. and some one out thee messed up alot more thenme. but some days i just live so that he dose.some people r so spoiled in life and other arnt. some r happy and some r sad. im tried of being sad. and im terid of every thing in life being controled bye gred and money. i treid of messing up of feling painand not beable to not b stressed out over some dam dye and paper . and some times im treid of life.
some times we wish to lose our eyes and rest and never wake up. but all we need in the end is our friends and people that care to be there. and some times its not a presonits a thing.