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Steven is now doubting us... Why? Because I thought I was moving? He was gonna let me go. Now... he's not sure if he wants to spend the rest of his life with me? Does he have any idea how much it kills me to hear him say that? I told him not to toy with me, my emotions... I told him about the white rose, what it meant to me. He gave me a white rose... He knew how important it was. Now he's doubting it? He told me not to overreact, that it wasn't a big deal. HOW THE ******** IS IT NOT A BIG DEAL?! It is to me. It's a really ******** big deal. Then he says he didn't want to tell me?! That he wanted me happy, not sad?! This isn't fair. This really isn't ******** fair. I'm sick of people playing with my feelings. I left the man I was going to spend the rest of my life with because of him. I became depressed because I was willing to put up with s**t just to be with him. Now he's doubting us?! HOW THE ******** DO YOU THINK THAT MAKES ME FEEL?! I've been through a lot just because I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him, and now what? We might not even be together for long because he's unsure about everything. I'm sick of all this... I'm done. I can't make him happy. I'll just keep going until he feels like I'm not worth his time anymore. Prepare yourself for hardship and heartbreak.
 Annabella Goddess Of Ice · Mon Aug 03, 2009 @ 01:22am · 0 Comments |
