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I wish I was a bit more confident in myself. I mean, that's what's causing most of my problems. Unless I believe in myself, I can't do much. For example, Steven's ex gives me extreme anxiety. I trust him, and I know he wouldn't let anything happen, but I get anxiety attacks over it. I guess I don't want what happened with Kim to happen to me. Yet... I know it wouldn't. Because Steven loves me and he would never do that to me. I just need to be more confident in myself that I'm good enough for Steven to not want to leave. I know I can do it... I just gotta talk to him about it to calm my nerves a bit. I dunno how to tell him though; I don't want to sound like some jealous psycho freak. I'll find a way when he spends the night tonight to tell him. I already feel better; I can feel my anxiety going slowly away. So I guess all I need is to write down how I'm feeling and I'll be able to calm myself down. Yeah... I can do this. I know I can. Mind over body, as I always say. I can't wait till I see Steven tonight; I want to show him how much I love him. <3
 Annabella Goddess Of Ice · Fri Jul 17, 2009 @ 07:30pm · 0 Comments |
