Mood: Sick ];
Song: Pachuca Sunrise - Minus the Bear<3
Not feeling too good tonight. ]:
Headache, sore throat.
Tummy aches too.
I wish you could've texted more,
But when I did have your attention I loved it.
I love you.
You keep me the happiest I've ever been.
I need to focus on work,
But I need help with it and nobody is around to help.
I ask for it and they're either busy, out of town, or don't understand it.
My head hurts when I try to do this stuff.
I'm gonna decide whether or not to drop IB after my AP courses.
I've been thinking about it a lot lately, to be honest.
Kids can do AP without IB in 10th grade.
I wonder if I could've already been doing it.
I think I wanna ride it out just because having the diploma is like a free pass into UCLA.
Into Erik's arms.... <3
Sometimes I wonder if I think unrealistically about things like school.
I wanna push myself for straight A's, but when it's time to I'd just rather not.
I'm so lazy, and it really does need to change.
I think after this, to mark my change I should either
A) Go for a bike ride
B) Take a run
C) Text Erik again and let him know I love him.
O:
Of course, I'll do C. <3333
I might take a bike ride, cause I need to start small and I actually like my bike lol.
Even though I don't feel good, I gotta do my best, you know what I mean?
It probably will only be like ten minutes or less anyway, just a circle around the neighborhood.
Last night was amazing. I stayed up all night with Erik, even though he was sick and really should've been sleeping.
We had our little cam-date to mark our three month. cx
He really liked what we did. I'm really happy he did.
I only want to make him happy and feel loved.
Needed and cared about, because he is.
He even got on cam for ten seconds.
Which is sweet, because I know he wasn't feeling well (;
He stayed on longer for me than anyone else.
And he looked SO adorable.
I wish I had been with him,
Babying him and making him feel better :c
Poor, sick babybear.
;] He's my naughty boy.
I'm his naughty girl.
We're forever.
And ever and ever.
And always.
<3333333
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