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Have you ever made a huge mistake and wish and pray you could make it up? I wish and pray I could've done more for Jason.... Every time I think about him and how we were... I saw how happy we were... Now, his heart is broken so much he's giving up... I wish he wouldn't. I wish I could go to him right now and give him a hug and say I'm sorry face to face. He deserves that much. It hurts.... so much I wish I could cry. I make myself sick.... I hate myself so much... I'm so stupid....