Mood: NTKB
Song: Monster Hospital - Metric.
Just got home from the hospital a little bit ago. :/
I'm starting to get really ******** scared.
dsfdsfdsffsd
I don't want anymore tests. . 3.
They're kinda scary, if you know what I mean.
I mean sure, big deal:
x-rays, drawing blood.
But, serious?
Now I gotta swallow a ******** camera to take snap shots of my insides?
The doctor told me it's weird,
And that my symptoms have shifted in a very drastic manner.
He said before it was all lower GI problems,
but it seems to have turned upper.
We're testing to see if there's something wrong with those thingies that help food move along?:/
I mean, I've lost eight pounds in two months,
And no, I haven't done much physical activity since the summer began.
He's pretty freaked out at how fast my weight dropped.
Mom even said i've been losing pants sizes?
My dad told me this is why he yelled at me for hardly eating,
You know like for being skinny he made it seem?
They think I'm going to waste away to nothing.
Right now I'm at the perfect weight, apparently for my age.
But he said if I lose anymore it's something to be concerned with, the doctor, I mean said that.
. 3.
And I'm almost 5'2"
I hope I'm done growing after this,
I like being the short lil baby in the groups.
Besides Lisa since she's all 5'0" and s**t.
. _. Kait scared.
And it really hurt my feelings you called me bulimic, Erik.
Or asked, either way, it hurt, because I've already told you I'm not.
Blah I still love you though, I just want an apology I guess. x ox
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