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prepare to listen to my ranings..of dooooooooooooooooom
Ive lived my life in my own shadow, a mirror of myself, trapped inside a world created by my own lies. I will no longer be someone for everyone else, but the person i am.The person i told myself for so long wasn't there.I don't want to hide anymore.I don't always want to help others and get nothing in return.im tired of being the one everyone else leans on. What about me, when is it my turn.I want someone to care, to listen to me without judging me.Ive spent my entire life thinking about everyone else i forgot about me.My pain, my thoughts, When will they be heard? Always afraid to care for anyone for the feeling of doubt consumes me. Will i be able to keep what little happiness i have acquired.I now hate that which we call the human race.Why do we call ourselves human if there is no form of humanity in us?Humans are selfish, cruel, disgusting creatures and we all deserve to die.All i know is...I am me, and even if i lose everything, I am the one to keep me alive, sane, and happy.

Draculas Marionette
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  • User Comments: [2]
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    Tue Sep 29, 2009 @ 05:12am

    You know...sometimes i feel the same,but like u said,ur you and only you can help yourself,now you cant count on anyone but yourself,and about the humanity,youre right but not all humans are the same,there are some that do have the gift of humanity,and if experience has taught me is that everyone is unique,u r too!!

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    Tue Sep 29, 2009 @ 05:50am

    gewd im proud of u :3 u shud be urself...u dunt need to help evry wun eithr u shud help them help themselves by having them do if by therself :33

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