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Enamorarse Amor
did i fall too hard?
hard enough to hurt myself?
you see, this is why i distance myself,
this is why i build walls,
to make sure,
i never hurt as much as i do now.

Locked companion to Shattered
it's blocked off,
again,
sealed,
shut,
and locked,
and now,
no one can break the shield,
that now holds my shattered heart.

All At Once
i am happy,
but sad,
she loved him,
and it hurts,
seeing her broken,
it's weird though,
because,
she was never this torn,
over our break-up,
maybe,
she never really loved me.

Relapse
give me darkness,
give me light,
give me love,
give me hate,
give me power,
give me fear,
give me scars,
give me tears,
give me courage,
give me fright,
give me wings,
give me flight,
give me danger,
give me safety,
give me heaven,
give me hell,
give me life,
give me death,
give me sins,
give me forgiveness,
I Will Not Falter.

Through Fear
through fear,
comes redemption,
but,
that is not what i want,
or more so,
need.
i need,
forgiveness.

Wounded
through these wounds,
the essence,
of my heart,
disappears,
in thin air.

Whatever You Became
i've changed,
i'll admit,
i'm more out there,
or,
so they think,
that,
my dear friends,
is a new wall,
it's now,
what i've become.

Smoothly
moving so peaceful,
across the cool water,
the tiger runs,
but,
suddenly,
the green ocean,
swallows up the tiger,
it doesn't cause the tiger to be fearful,
but,
instead,
makes it feel relief,
the tiger feels safe,
as if the green,
is holding the tiger,
telling it,
that,
she would protect the tiger,
and that,
causes the tiger,
to finally,
rest in peace.


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