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It hasn't been long since i last seen him
though it feels like half of my heart went missing
i need him to make me whole
im suffering without him
feels like my heart wants to stop beating
like my body doesn't want to breath anymore
he's what keeps me alive, he's what keeps me going
without him there's just no point
right now i wish i could kill myself to stop the pain
to end my life to end the suffering
but i cannot do that for that he would be sad
i hate seeing him sad, hate seeing him in pain
i try my best to keep going, trying as hard as i can
i want to see him again, hopefully soon, i want to hear his voice
i want to feel his lips upon mine, his touch on my skin
i still smell the scent of his skin that lingers on mine
i cannot forget him, i never will
my body is barely alive but i will keep going
i'll wait forever for him, i'll wait for eternity if i have to
for now my body will suffer this pain
for now i will be chained down and in the dark
all i can do is wait