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It's Nya-chan's house. It's her house that always makes me feel so calm. I love it so much. And I get to talk to her about everything and she never judges what I say, just listens and gives her opinion. I luffle her so much.

Still trying to get a job. Those people at autozone haven't even looked at my application yet >:/ I know because I can check the status of my app online. I need to call that woman back and ask her wtf in the most polite manner possible.

Louis still hasn't sent me a friend request o:<

I'm sleepy, and soooo thirsty.

Haven't said a word to my uncle since yesterday. I won't talk to him at all. I don't want to hear what he has to say.

It was cold last night. But Nya-chan's mommy (being the amazing angel that she is) gave me a blankie and a pillow. I slept through the whole night without waking up from the cold, and I slept great.

I had a really bad nightmare last night, despite the good sleep that I got. Last horrible nightmare I had was about Nya-chan. This one was about Engel. I don't know if I could take another one like those two. The... the heartbreak hurt so badly... to see them like that, even in a dream... I don't know if I can handle another. I'm going to see what I can do about my nightmares. Maybe get a dream catcher if I can or something. Or ask Big Brother about it. I luffle him.

Hee hee, Me, Frey, Einarr, Loki, and Nyx all slept in my bed last night x3 Fylkir slept with his lovers. But they were all romantic about it. 'Twas cute.

There's a bar under the desk here that keeps squeaking really loud every time I nudge it. It makes me all self-conscious T-T

I now have 946k. I'm only 54k away from getting my first gaia million!!!!

Tomtom is really starting to bug me. I can only take so much of "I'm not good enough, am I?" and "I guess you hate me then." It's not funny. At all. It's annoying. I'm trying to be nice and understanding, but when the dude is still totally in love with me, well, it makes it kind of hard, because if I show him any kindness, it'll just fuel his feelings. But if I'm mean, then that just makes me a b***h. Doesn't really work out in my favor. Either way, is bad situation to be in.

I've been having fun with all these massive journal updates. They're entertaining, and I feel great getting all this off my chest all at once x3


I'm in a good mood. But I'm sad too. I think that I'll be okay. Today is a good day, despite unpleasant stuff taking place. It's all good though.