Mood: Lonely
Song: Trouble is a Friend - Lenka
I really miss you right now.
I have no clue, no explanation, but I feel so alone right now and it's driving me nuts.
Nobody can hold a convo with me, nobody really holds my interest.
I'm just going off the deep end without your sweet love all the time.
I love you so much though,
You have a clue,
You have a clue.
But, you don't love me more, silly boo.
I'll always love you way more than you'll ever love me.
My heart is your's.
Point blank.
I wonder how many people can come to term with that.
Lately, it hasn't felt like home talking to Bri.
It doesn't have the same feeling it used to,
Probably because she's too busy for me.
Lately, it doesn't feel right talking to Eric.
Probably because he talks about being able to talk to his girlfriend so much.
And how they fight, though he knows it'll get better.
He's a lot like me.
Jeez. And Aaron?
Pretty much dropped him.
Or he dropped me.
I can't tell who did the dropping, honestly.
Everyone else bores me
Only you keep me entertained all the time.
You hold some magical power over me,
But talking to you just makes the world seem at peace with one another,
Though outside our conversation,
There's so much chaos surrounding us,
I can't feel it or sense it whatsoever with you around.
You make me so happy.
Almost six months, Erik.
But it feels like six seconds.
<3
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