Mood: Whatever.
Song: Sunshine - Stephen Jerzak
You took a piece of my heart,
And you gave it away,
You had me right from the start, 'cause I thought that you were going to stay.
I love you, Erik. (:
I thank you every day silently; for loving me.
For needing and wanting and dealing with me.
Because, you know, I'm oh so "vapid."
Because apparently I say such cruel things I can't recall;
But with you? It seems I never do.
And when I do, you forgive me. And we try to get past things.
You're the only one that'll ever stay completely true to me,
And I thank you for it.
You're the sweetest boo in the world, I truly am the luckiest girl in the world to know you're mine forever and always. I can't wait to hold you close and show you just how much I love you.
I just can't wait to be the queen with you as my kind, loving king.
Mine, all mine. Nobody else's. Ever. <3
I don't expect very many to stay around;
In all sincerity, I hope that two of you will.
Erik Raul Roman & Brianna Cheyenne Guastella.
You're both so vexed by one another, but you both never stop
"Showing me your sunshine." <3
As for the other parties,
I suppose the ones that made me feel the need to express myself;
I have two things to say. Probably one to each, maybe I'll come up with more.
1) Grow the ******** up; you really are trash if you honestly think you're better than anyone else. I guess what I apparently said back then is still true. Get off your damn high horse because at the end of the day nobody likes an arrogant b***h that can't get her head out her ******** a**. )':
2) I won't stop pushing away until you admit that you are going to end up dropping me for her. I'm not going to help you out anymore, I have no need nor desire. You'll figure it out on your own; I'm not even truly a friend, just a somewhat replacement to attempt replacing the best friend you lost. So, just drop it, drop me and go be happy. I can tell you now, I'm not worth it.
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