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darkness swoneds me

i cry

i scream

but no one hears me

i ask why am i still alive

then i rember that i have hope

i can brake free

and run form here

the place i have lived for years

in the darkest part of hell

my chains bond me

but they are loss

can i run

with out anyone cheatching me and putting me back

will my hope stay

my mind travels to the last times i had hope

the boys don't care they locked me here

i hate them

i hate who i have been

i need a saveror

do i look to god

do i look to my friends

who sould i ask for help

i will look to my self

if i know who i am

all i know is the darkness

and the depresstoin

will the light shine on me

will i find me

will i see that im the person that takes care of myself

will i learn that i can't trust people

will my heart heel

will the blackness run form me

the cross my neck

my last hope to save my soul

i think of who i have not been hated or hurt by

more blackness moves over me

not a singel person

then i think of the one that

will never hurt me

never lock me away

to keep me

trust me that i do not have to be bound by chains

light opens into the room my chains brake and i stand

i look at the door i see no one

for no one will help me of care enough to save me form my dark prison

i will save myself for my hope is all i have

and all i will ever need to be free

i hope and i am set free no one stops me as i walk away no one toaches me

i am free from my prison