Mood; Hopeful.
Song; Quiet - Lights.
Tell me when you feel you're ready,
I'm the one, there's not too many.
Into the world I go,
But not alone, no never alone.
You were what you were,
and I am what I am,
Never to be what wasn't meant to be.
I can see everything so clearly,
I'm not afraid, I'm ready.
I truly did love you, Mister Erik.
Truly, truly loved you.
But our love was never meant to be,
And now I can see everything.
Miss me, need me, want me.
Please, oh please, never forget me.
For I will never forget you and all that you taught me.
My first time being in love,
And though I swore it would last forever,
Nothing ever goes as planned.
2010 will be a better year,
I promise.
Goodbye '09, a broken year indeed.
Brianna's father was right, this year sucked.
I'll cherish the times I spent with you,
But I promise myself and everyone who loves me this:
I won't dwell on the past.
Today's anew, and you are not.
Nothing will ever be the same from this point on.
As soon as I'm gone from the internet,
I'll never look back.
Never.
And so marks my journey,
and I'll take it slow,
But boy, I feel as though I'm ready to officially let go.
Paige is my support system,
and I'll be her's.
We need nobody with pain,
And we're ready for whatever this path throws at us.
I promise, I have your back.
So just hold my hand, to keep me steady,
Because it's too soon for me to fall all over again.
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