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So I've said a lot of crap over my time doing journals. I think I've expressed most of the angst, most of my fears and thoughts, and let things out that probably should've stayed buried. But here I am doing it again just for the sake of whatever random reader who would actually want to know. Or maybe I do it for myself...so that I can look back and say "wow Davin you're a mess" or something sweatdrop

Anyway...I am a hopeless romantic. People's hearts are important to me. I'm also formal and a big flirt. I am very forward and blunt, I like to say what's on my mind, even if it doesn't make sense. I get stuck on people, I get times when I can't let go, and one way or another I tend to have to fight for what I want. These are things I am coming to grips with, and I'm learning to face my fears.

I've always believed that if I get my chance to give my all, I can achieve anything through the grace of God. So I have to finally take my belief and run with it. I am fighting for the chance. I don't know outcomes or have advance knowledge about how this works out. I am patient, I have a long life of fighting to live yet. I just know I need to try and see what happens.