Mood: Boooored
Song: She loves me so.
I'm only truly happen when she tells me she loves me so.
I like that people think I don't know what 'true' love is,
When in fact I just got out of a serious relationship less than two months ago.
I've noticed it though, I've noticed how incredibly how down-hill I've gone.
It's terrible, it's lame,
Pathetic even what I'm doing;
And I hate it and wish someone could help guide me the right way;
But this time I guess I need to do it myself;
No Brianna, No Eric, no-nobody.
I don't love anyone,
and I know I don't.
and I know who I like,
and people are right, that's the only person that deserves any true affection;
So what am I afraid of?
People not liking me unless I'm some slut?
Hahaha. No, ******** that.
If that's all they want it's ******** useless talking to 'em, ehhh?
Yeah.
Time to edit myself;
******** being a dirty whore,
That was 9th grade,
I'm supposed to grow up, progress,
Done retrogressing.
I don't need anyone to make me happy.
I don't need to show off my body to someone who isn't worthy,
I just need me, myself, and I;
And I can't forget this disgustingly warped mind. <3
But I'm happy I read that crush comment, honestly.
It's the only good one I've gotten.
I wish who posted it wasn't anonymous,
I want to say thank you lol.
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Missa Defunctorum
praise the lost souls, it'll set yours free
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