I'm writing this journal just for the hell of it, seeing as how I cannot trust anyone to tell them how I feel anymore....not even him...
I feel like whatever love I had is fading away when I speak with him, because he constantly hurts me with the words and how he wants to change...he lies to me and I know it yet he constantly tries to convince me otherwise. I'm not stupid, but it takes me a moment to figure things out. He does all this to purposely hurt me, he tries to bring it up because he wants me to leave, and he tries to kill himself when I do it, and when he does it too. But why would he try to push me away from him? Is it because he wants to die? So that there is something he can feel? I don't know but it's hurtful....I beg you if you read this help stop him...and me...
W i c k e d D e e d · Sat Jan 23, 2010 @ 08:01pm · 0 Comments |