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This is my first journal ever published on the internet. I am new to this website as i was introduced to it by someone very close to me today. I was told all about the website and fun things that could happen here. I decided to use it as a site to blog my days, my feelings, and my main thoughts. I have no secrects and absolutly nothing to hide in my life from the public. I love to let people know how I feel o i could perhaps obtain some help once in a while. This won't be a long entry as it is just my frist and I am only getting used to everything. I would like to give a brief intoduction about myself first. As it says on my profile page...that is mainly me and will not repeat anything thats in the profile page. During my blogs on this website, I would appreciate my words do not leave my journals as they are for reading only. If you have any bad comments to make, well i can't stop you and it is a free world. So you make comment as you see fit, but please try your best not to hurt anyones feelings. I will be posting blogs either daily or as often as possible. If you would like to help with something, give me advice, or anything along those lines...just leave me a comment or a message. Now a little about me as a personal guy. I am a very loyal guy first off, and i don't tend to be one of the most dishonest people in the world. I have lied to people in my life as everyone else have especially my parents, but those lies have helped me excell in other places in my life which i don't need to discuss. I am rather sensetive and well although most guys hate to admit it, i can. I do cry...now i used to be a big baby...but my girlfriend maned me up a bit and honestly if crying is happening that means its a big issue and im extremely sad, i don't overdue it. I do tend to be a trust worthy person and sometimes even helpful to other problems around me. In my life i have had plenty of dark moments. A few good ones but mostly bad. Most of my life i have been a "loser, loner" and everything along those line that you can imagine. I have started to let go of all the bullying and now things have calmed down a fair bit, but i still have issues in my life. My family owns a family business which one day i hope to take care of, and that causes more stress than anyone can imagine among my family, and to top everything off i have a twenty year old brother named mathew who is autistic. If you have no idea what autism is, just google it. There is plenty you can learn and you can call yourself lucky to have either a normal sibling or no sibling. My life is different and difficult, and this is exactly why I will be making blogs and expressing my feelings.

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Luke. J. Hollis.