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Okay so today was a very easy and relaxing day. All of co-op period I was done all my work so all I dd was sit around and chat with two girls in my glass who were also done. All they did was talk about their boyfriends while I sat there listening being sad. They talked about sizes of thier men and how they love having sex. All I could think about is my position with my girlfriend which...well yes. They bragged about how happy they are etc...for two whole hours. That made me feel so crappy and all I could think of is how much I wish I could talk about my girfriend and say some stuff. All day I've just missed my girlfriend and nothing else. I just felt kinda useless and like a terrible boyfriend. I'm not good at all and I do not know how my girlfriend is with me. Although I am glad that she is with me and hopefully will be forever. We are watching a movie in my business class called "blood diamond". It's a rather interesting movie and I lie it so far. I won't tell any details of it because they are rather sad and graphic. Sovalanites day is coming up soon and I am also thinking about what is going to happen on that day...lets just say I hope things go well and I have a good day and maybe get lucky...who knows right?

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Luke. J. Hollis.