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My past untouched
Covered with the thickest lies
Forever I have clutched
To the forgotten goodbyes
For I am painted
Have created an alternative self
I show you the only the bright side
All but tainted
Because I’m just that scared of myself
And then my two realities collide

Dear Friend, Dear friend
Don’t look at me now
For you can’t comprehend
These things I cant allow
For you to know who I am
You would never understand
All the reasons I have lied
I am all the things you condemn
The disdainful looks I cant withstand
Only in you can I confide

I have laid myself naked
Torn off my disguise
Too long have I fled
From the unsaid goodbyes
I ask only one thing from you
To forgive me for never telling the truth
Even if you despise me
Your contempt is long overdue
Too many mistakes of my youth
But no more will I try to flee