You say that everything is coming down to nothing, you say that silence will cut you to the core. You lay in your bed, listening to the echo of the tv that seems so far. As you stare at the wall, you fade out the words and feel a slight pull and there you go again, fading into the darkness of your mind. You always do this, are you alright? Will you wake up? You fall into a daze, whatever happened, are you daydreaming? Is this for real again? Will you ignore every word I say? I pull at your sleeve and you just close your eyes and fall limp in my arms. What happened? Was it an overdose, I told you to stop and you didnt wake up. Why did you do this? I told you it wouldnt end untill you woke. You never did. So heres to everything coming down to nothing, heres to silence that cuts me to the core. Where are you going? Falling into the darkness we share. Wake up and tell me its all alright! Wake up and hug me in your arms! I want to feel that spark of insanity as you kiss my cheek. I pull at you, you mumble "Don't let go" and I feel worried. What did you say? I feel so broken. Why did you have to go, into this hell? This hell we share, do you like to fall? Or will I catch you? Do you need me to help? I wont let you fall. I catch you and hold you close to my head, I brush my hand on your cheek and kiss your lips. Your eyes open meerly and I smile. I say that I love you and you open your mouth, to say something but there you go again. Your eyes trail off into nothingness. Am I missing something, what are you looking at? I'll miss you if you leave me, so please stay. Stay by me. But you never did, you left me into the darkness and you fell into the hell. I couldnt catch you, I feel so lost, so broken, so heartless. I'll miss you, i'll miss you.
Jimy is back · Sun Mar 07, 2010 @ 01:06am · 0 Comments |