last time I mentioned that sam was acting like a jigsaw puzzel. I said that first he said one thing and then another. well, maybe he just wants to be friends, well then he should tell me right. But no he talks in riddles. I have this idea. I know it'll be painfulk and difacult, but I think I can manage. Tomorrow is sushi/borders day. so at borders I'm gonna talk to him. here's my solution.
Sam listen, I Know that you know that I like you. I know you care about me. But look, that could mean a lot of things. but I don't think it meant what i wanted it to when you said it. I'm starting to have doubts. What I'm trying to say is, if you can't be clear with me, if I'm not 100% sure about us, then maybe I should just give up.
I'm not asking for answers this time, but... I will say this. my dad is considering, no planning on moving back to california and I just might go with him. there are only three things holding me back. internet, which is adaptable and fixable, jamie, whom i can visit anytime, and you. I'm going on vaction up there soon and when I come back I'll have made up my mind for sure. so.... well you get it right. you always do. untill then, I'll try to give you some space.
I'm not asking for answers this time, but... I will say this. my dad is considering, no planning on moving back to california and I just might go with him. there are only three things holding me back. internet, which is adaptable and fixable, jamie, whom i can visit anytime, and you. I'm going on vaction up there soon and when I come back I'll have made up my mind for sure. so.... well you get it right. you always do. untill then, I'll try to give you some space.
and that's what i'm gonna say.
my only problem is that i really do love him.
