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I've asked sam if I should go. I've asked Jammie if I should go.

Both of them said yes. Sam says he might be going to new mexico and he doesn't want me to be left here with nothing. Jamie just doesn't want to be selfish and wants me to be happy. But there is still a part of me that doesn't want to go. It says "don't go. don't leave your friends. go to CSN and the las vegas AI. follow your goals." and the other side says, "Go. you can always vistit, and you have gaia face book myspace and messenger. be with your family. away from the city and in that nice country area instead. theres an AI there too and comunity college. they offer the same stuff."
So what to do you may ask. Well, I'll do this. Finish school, duh. then if sam is going to NM I will ask to take some japanese classes at CSN before going to Cali. then i'll do every art class that cali's community college has, then AI. after that or during if I'm lucky, my dream will begin again, the book will continue, and I'll be with Sam.