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As a child I wondered how I would live. Now as I look back I see my life was filled with pain and misery. The only thing that helps stop this pain is the blood that flows out and kills me little by little, not swiftly but painfully and slowly. Even as I sit here and type all I feel is pain and sorrow. I wish for nothing more then death, I see that once death has set in only then can I really begin to live and be free. The dagger is always at my heart but no one not even me can push it in. Why is it that when death is so close someone has always to jump in front of the blade and die for you, why should we humans live at all when all we do is destroy the world. All I want is to be free of this human shell and just be free as the wind.
~Demonia aka Kagura