i want to go into a rage fest.

i am crying.

because Gaia was why i went into writing for fun.

because GAIANS don't give me the ******** time of day when i ask for criticism or approval!!!

Because i can't get past myself.

Because i am sick and ******** tired of being unable to convince others to actually HELP ME with my creative output, outside of my beloved, who gives what she can but only so much because of her CFS.