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as i watch the dark red blood run down my arm and drip onto my floor i ask y did i hurt her. Why do i feel this way. Wat can i do to make things better. Why did i hurt myself. Ask urself this all the choices you make effect who you are. What choices are you going to make to either make your life better or completely destroy your life ask yourself this everyday because everyday there will be new challanges you have to face... and most your going to hate and heres my advice dont go around them take them through till the very end make the best out of your life u can be... after my blood runs down my arm for 5 minutes with it continuing without an end i go ahead and bite myself where the blood it coming from and i suck it out until theres nothing left and it stops bleeding... make the best out of your life dont end up bloodthirsty for pain and suffering do what you need to to make yourself have a good life now im done and i say goodnight as i loose conciousness.i wish i had never hurt you im soo sorry