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i seem to be losing everyone i care about is this it is this all i was ever meant to be nothin just no hope i wish my life was better as i hang from the rope

my last breath comes rite by me after im dead who will care who will share memories when im gone who will miss and who will cry who will laugh and who will die

but i dont have a clue as my face turns blue lack of air,do u honestly care or is it a show u put on... will the pain grow when im gone how will u remeber me will u see me as a nice person sweet caring and loving or will you remember me as a racist hating

either way it doesnt matter, watch as i climb up the ladder to my roof where i die will anyone cry if they see me and anyone care if they no im dead or will they sleep well in bed, will the loose there mind or put it rite behind them

loosing blood, lossing hope, my future stops at the end of the rope will i let myself die tonite or tommorow,it wont matter cuz my time is borrowed, as u giv me a hug bloody and red u kiss my face and ask am i dead then u relize that i am so u just leave becuz u can, u see my face and u post a pic it wont matter ill make u sick, dont morn over me im not worth it to u im not worth it to me, as my body gets lowered 6 feet deep u cry and mourn and loose all sleep the next day u come to the yard dig up my grave, dont
let me sleep u just in the grave inside of the coffin u die in there with me by ur side i only wish that u could have cried