Why is it i have so many views on my journal, but you never comment is it that my life is so sad? Im starting to think it is. Im starting to think ill be a nerd for the rest of my life because i really cant be bothered. I just keep getting hurt and im stupid enough to take him back. Im starting to think Prince Charming isn't as Charming. Im so stupid but i cant help it and hes loosing me always and he still does it i just want to leave now. If i forgot him and everything we had ever done together it would be so much easier. Everywhere i look theres us.
I love Gaia its the only place i have to myself everything else is controlled by him. But no one knows about gaia only my cousin and my friends who easily forget what i tell them. I think the friends who you dont know and nameless friends are some of the best you'll have ive learnt that on gaia. One was always there for me no matter what he would always be there like a big brother. But now hes gone. Probably sick of me.
I annoy people maybe thats why people hate me so much? Or maybe that im a b***h? My life you would laugh at some of the things i could tell you. Atleast ill always have my music. And my backstabbing friends. And my school work which comes with too much homework and coursework.
Anyway before i bore you ill leave,