He loves her
He only likes me
Love and Like start the same
End the same
But have two different centres
And the meanings
The meanings are miles apart.
He worries about her
About how she may cut her wrists
About how she's suicidal and has nothing
But he can't worry about me
Me who he's said he's liked for the past 4 years
Me who would drive in the middle of the night to his house to see how he was doing
Me who was so happy on our first date
He thinks of her
He worries about her
I am bipolar
I have attempted suicide
I upped the dosage on my medication
I mixed two sleeping pills with a muscle relaxant
I have cut myself
But he doesn't worry
Not about me
Because why worry about someone you only like?
Why worry about someone whose actually nearby and not a country away?
Why worry about someone who would be there to hold you?
I want to just cut my wrists
Maybe then he would notice me.
Maybe then he would worry about me
He only likes me
Love and Like start the same
End the same
But have two different centres
And the meanings
The meanings are miles apart.
He worries about her
About how she may cut her wrists
About how she's suicidal and has nothing
But he can't worry about me
Me who he's said he's liked for the past 4 years
Me who would drive in the middle of the night to his house to see how he was doing
Me who was so happy on our first date
He thinks of her
He worries about her
I am bipolar
I have attempted suicide
I upped the dosage on my medication
I mixed two sleeping pills with a muscle relaxant
I have cut myself
But he doesn't worry
Not about me
Because why worry about someone you only like?
Why worry about someone whose actually nearby and not a country away?
Why worry about someone who would be there to hold you?
I want to just cut my wrists
Maybe then he would notice me.
Maybe then he would worry about me
