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Hello all,
I haven't written in this in a while. Things are great, well for the most part they are. The semester is over and I have made it through my sophomore year of college!
I am officially a Junior now, meaning I only have 3 more years after this next year. The semester went great and I finally brought up my GPA. My gpa for the semester
was a whopping 3.5 and my new overall GPA is a 3.0, which means I am closer to my scholarship goal! Here are my grades from the semester (I am so proud of myself)
Childrens Literature- A
Teaching Reading- A
Mythology- B
Statistics- B+
Elementary math part 2 (it is harder than you think)- B+
I did so good this semester, I would have to say this was my best semester at GVSU! Right now I am at my brother's house in NC right now and the weather is wonderful. This trip is going great and I am having so much fun. On Thursday we tackled Washington DC and I had a blast. We saw most of the monuments and got to go to a lot of the smithsonian museums. That city is so beautiful, all of the grass was so greeen and we were greeted with 80 degree weather which made it so much better. Yesterday we made the four hour trek to North Carolina so we could stay with my brother.
Today we went to the Aquarium which was fun like always. I got to feel sting rays and play with sea urchins and starfish. It was so much fun to hang with my family. After that we went to a sandwich place where I got she-crab soup, let me tell you if you have not had it, it is the most amazing soup. It is kinda of like calm chowder, but it is crab instead. Then we went to the beach and got all kinds of rocks and shells. We didn't go swimming because the water was freezing, however none of us went home dry! XD
Now I am just chilling with my mom on the couch as we are both typing away on our computers at my bro's house. Dad and Jason are making dinner, we are having kabobs and seafood of course. I don't know what we are doing tonight other than finishingAvatar (which I surprisingly enjoyed last night). Well here comes the not so much great part of my life at this moment.
I am currently talking with my ex....a lot. I don't really know where this is going to go, I mean I truly care about my current bf, but I will always love
my ex. He was my everything and that will never change, he wants to try to be together again and I am willing to let him in. The whole problem is I really want to see what happens with my current BF because well he is wonderful and I know I really like him (maybe even love, although the love aspect may just be friend love, but I am not quite sure yet. My ex really cares about me, I know i shouldn't bbelieve anything he says, but I do because I love him and I always will.
I think we may try to be together again, I know he wants to and I want to as well, but I just don't know what I want to do about my current situation. I don't want to
do anything quickly because this is pretty much going to set up the rest of my life. I know I can make the right decision, I just need to follow my heart and use some of my common sense I have recieved through being at school. This is going to be one of the hardest things I will ever have to do, whether I pick my ex or not.
I mean lets see, if I break up with my current bf...both my family and his will be devestated. I will be sad too, I mean i know we will always be friends, but it will be
a little different. On the other hand if I don't pick my ex, I will be breaking the heart of the man I love and want to be with and wanted to be with. I don't think
I could live with that, he truly is amazing whether or not anyone believes me. I know it will be hard because no one is going to like the idea of me being with him, but I know with him by myside I could conquer anything. I know this sounds naive and I am sure no one is going to read this, but I am just trying to figur out what I want todo about this wonderful predicament I have placed myself in. I will probably write in this later as i get new developments. Anywho I hope everyone had a great week and
for all of you who had finals, I hope they went well. And for all of you who are still in school, hope you had or are having a great weekend.
Always thinking,
Jenni
Do not be fooled by its commonplace appearance. Like so many things, it is not what outside, but what is inside that counts.
-Aladdin
 balletfreak2008 · Sat May 08, 2010 @ 10:35pm · 3 Comments |
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