So I decided to post this because I am just sitting here staring at the screen. I really should be getting ready for class or studying.....hahaha or writing the paper that is due tomorrow. But procrastination is so so much better. This entry is probably not going to be organized or very awesome but I just had the urge to write in it.
The past week has been full of ups after a really big disappointment. I have the best friends and family anyone could ask for. I went to the President's Ball (pretty much the college version of prom lol) and I had a blast. I went with my best friend Paige, we got ready at my place and then went to dinner and the dance. I was really glad I went, I needed a break from life and such. While I was at the dance, I was thinking about how I had never been to dance without my high school boyfriend, which was just weird. lol Anyway then Saturday I went to the downtown campus with my room mate Mary because she has class, I studied while she was in class. I saw the Vow on Saturday, it was such a great movie and Channing Tatum is such a hottie! <3
Anyway I guess the point of the weekend was to get my mind off of things. I am single once again, really single....not the "I don't know where I am at single". Honestly I am not sure how I feel about that at all. I mean I am happy, things just weren't working, I knew that I just wanted them to. I really loved the person I was with and I tried to fight through everything. in the end we just weren't meant to be and I am okay with that. It is crappy how it ended and I don't think I can ever let him back in. That is life I suppose, so I am just leaning on my friends from home and my friends here for support.
So yeah not organized or exciting, but whatever. I need to go get ready for class. Oh yeah only like 10 days until Spring Break!! I am so ready to go home and have some mommy/jenni time! smile although it will be full of projects and papers, I guess that is the life of a College Senior!
Until next time,
Jenni
 balletfreak2008 · Tue Feb 21, 2012 @ 03:27pm · 0 Comments |
