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Stupid-no-Jutsu : The art of being stupid.
Finally released in a totally unabridged format.
Trust your gut.
Thanks to those who have said kind things about the pictures I take, but you want to know something - they are not good.

I try those techniques that other photographers use, but sadly I'm not cut out for it.

...I kinda feel like crying, but not in the library. I'm medicore in everything I set out to do.

I thought I was alright, I liked what I took pictures of, but its plain. I'm plain. I've been told this so many times. "Tina you're not pretty, you're plain. Tina, the pictures you take are so cliche anyone can just snap a picture" Everything I am, and everything I will be will be within the confines of medicore and plain.

And you know what, I ******** tried. I try so hard, and my personal best is compared to toilet paper. I don't have up-to-date software, or primo equipment, I only work within what I have. If I were to defend my work with such excuses I'd be laughed at even more.

When your best effort is laughed at, without even being propery critiqued and sent to a beginners tutorial it makes you feel rather small. I've been doing this since I was young, and its still beginners work?

Some people are destined to be bigger than others. I just don't want to be laughed at for what I liked to do...its not even fun anymore for me.

I even ask my friends what my strong points are, they can't even find any.

I've felt like this many times in the past, but never this badly. I want to give up. Maybe I should.






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Phe
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commentCommented on: Wed Feb 22, 2006 @ 07:58pm
I think everyone has there strengths and weaknesses. All I can say to this is do what you feel is best. Also is it the extraordinary qualities that makes happiness or is it the happiness that makes the extraordinary qualities.


commentCommented on: Thu Feb 23, 2006 @ 04:04am
let me see the pictures myself. if they are as not good as you and others claim, i will give you advice on how to improve, if you wish. but if they are not as not good as you and others claim, then i will tell those others to go ******** themselves on your behalf because your depression is a concern of mine. i come to this gay-a** web site everyday just to read your journal and read how you're feeling. let me see the pictures you talked about and i will analyze them.

heart ,
pirate



Princess Jae The Pirate
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ShaIIow
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commentCommented on: Thu Feb 23, 2006 @ 04:38am
Alright.

http://dispirited.deviantart.com


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