Who are we?
Everyone has these moments right? Where not knowing is so much better then actually knowing. Wrong. Sometimes it's worse. I mean you'dlike to know if your loved one was cheating on you. Or how you did on a test? Or if you got a job that you recently applied for. Right?
Sometimes I wonder how I'd be if I could see the future. Would I be here in this city? Would I have my friends? Would I be homeless? Would my job be the same? Would I have studied more in high school and college? Would I be taking the same thing? Would I look the same? Would I be the same? Or would I be the opposite?
Who would I have turned out to be?
Sometimes I wonder these things. Other times I just wonder if I'm not locked up in a mental insitution waiting to be saved by doctors and drugs.
I don't know. Guess the last thing is pretty crazy but meh. So am I.
Anyway that's all I got for this rant. Take care. Bye
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