Mood: Tired.
Song: Lullaby - Armor For Sleep
Forget your dreams,
Let's pretend I'm everything you want me to be.
What a wild weekend!
I'm at Jasmine's right now,
I kinda can't believe how fast past summer is going to be.
Honestly, I already feel like it's over and it's not even July.
I leave for Phoenix in three days.
I'm really excited.
And then? Brianna will be here soon. (:
I'm so freaking excited.
I love you so much my best friend.
I can't wait to give you a super big hug.
But anyway my weekend.
My, my, my,
I honestly didn't think anything like THAT would ever happen.
And the fact I was on the phone with Bri when I was supposed to be giving him head?LOLOL.
That was probably icing on the cake.
Sometimes I wish I could forget things because I was in a drunken state of mind,
But negative.
Anyway,
The most distinct things I remember from this weekend were,
"I was just gettin' head, I was just gettin' head" pounding in my ears while I was seriously giving someone head!
"That's not a hicky mannn, I didn't do that, it's a birth markkk."
Feeling so dizzy right after I inhaled some Rush. Yummm.
Throwing up while giving head ahhahaa.
Being out til 4AM.
Walking around Walmart lookin like fools,
And that weird ******** song,
"This is just a summer time songgg."
ALSOOO.
"Say 'monkey' if the driver is drunk"
Best believe I said monkey. ):
What kind of life style am I about to live???
I've gotta be a good girl for my mamacat.
No more of this,
No more of that!
Honestly though.
When Jordan told me he was afraid I was becoming a whore,
I think that's when it hit me the hardest.
He's never been worried about anything like that before.
Time to settle down.
"Kaitlin, you need to check yourself before you wreck yourself."
Intended, thank you Trevor!
Going to Therapy with Jasmine.
Sometimes I really think I could use a therapist haha.
That won't be happening though.
Three more days.
And I'll be on the west coast with my mamacat.
Four hours away, I really wanna go see her.
:/
<3
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Missa Defunctorum
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